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Page 36: Confuzzled

/ Friday, February 4, 2011 /

I've been confuzzled* by these things lately…

How someone could turn into stupid racist (or bigot). They’re killing or attacking other people just because those people have...different physical appearance from them. Different skin color. Different eye-shape. Couple of days ago, me and bunch of friends talked about the horrible incident that happened years ago in my country. The chaos that caused Chinese people being attacked in such a sick and devastating way. I know that maybe, it was some kind of jealousy. Grudge. I just don’t know, or understand, how it had change into some wrath they’d throw onto random people. You blame them for your poverty, so you think it was okay to rob their houses, stole their property, and rape their daughters? Bollocks! My friend said it was a part of big political scenario to put this country into chaos and blablabla and yeah-I’ve-heard-that-before. For whatever reason, I think that’s just sick. Back to racist sh*tty stuff, your appearance is not who you are, right? You’re not your skin tone. You’re not your job. You’re not your hair cut. You’re not your eye color or shape. You’re not your face-structure. You’re not.just.that. You’re so much more. But all of that complexity wrapped in one simple word: human. You’re human. They’re human. What makes you good or bad human is not your race.

The thought that “eating alone without companion is pathetic”. Well, hmm... Just because you think that person is pathetic, doesn’t mean that he/she is pathetic or self-pitying. Besides, alone and lonely is a two different things. I think.

Person that trying so damn hard to fit in one community; so he/she has to change their habit, their likes and dislikes, things to buy, what to wear, where to go. Change. So much. Too much. Although he/she doesn’t feel comfortable with that. It’s not like you’re criminal nor have a mental disorder so you have to fix yourself as soon as possible, eh?

Full-time twitter police.


*Confuzzled: combination of being confused and puzzled.


{ Trash Talking } on: February 14, 2011 at 5:08 PM said...

hi neng tya. aku mau comment ah.
1. yeah, those people confused me too. sometimes, i just hate people.
2. hey, i eat alone all the time. it's just easier and hey, i'm a big girl. take it from a girl who goes to music festivals alone, being able to go places alone means you are comfortable enough with yourself .
3.social climber doesn't confused me. i just feel pity sometimes, but hey, like what i said on number two, they're just not comfortable enough with their selves.
4. yes to this. "you're not supposed to RT if you just want to reply to someone's tweet. etc,dsb" fuck you, it's my fuckin account, let me do whatever the fuck i want.

{ hertiana dwi putri } on: February 14, 2011 at 9:37 PM said...

oh, how can i not love u, my dear big key-poh girl...

#2. agreeee! I mean those eat-alone-rs perhaps have friends, they just don't go anywhere together and ever like bunch of bees , right? :))

#3. that's sad... if you're not comfortable with yourself, how could you make others feel comfortable around you? you have to like yourself first before asking people to do the same... *ziiiii...feel like a wise-ass! :))

#4. hahahaha. "mind ur own tweets, darling". enuff said :p

{ Trash Talking } on: February 15, 2011 at 11:38 AM said...

did i write their selves?? oh my, it shud be them selves. i guess 1.5 years of study with english as the main language, doesn't help much :p

oh, let's go to dufan when i'm in jkt. okay? promise?

{ hertiana dwi putri } on: February 16, 2011 at 1:22 PM said...

don't worry, i still love you after that mistake.. *apeu :))

dufan? okay! i'll take you to amazing town in Gandaria City, too. I have voucher, so we can play 4D simulator there :D

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