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Well this is an invitation

It’s not a threat

If you want communication

That’s what you get

I’m talking and talking but I don’t know how to connect

And I hold the record for being patient

The Cardigans – Communication

For the sake of my mental health, maybe disconnecting with you is the best decision I have now. I should’ve done this long time ago. From now on, you’ll be on your own. You won’t receive my call, short message, or any kind of invitation for casual conversation.

And I guess you won’t miss me. I’ve never been that important for you anyway. Never been on the list of top 20 people you’d call when something good happen to you. Why bother?

You only contact me when you don’t have girlfriend or jobless. If you have them both, poof, you’re gone. Such a weird friendship that we had. The problem is on you. Yes, we had good memories, but I couldn’t recall them to keep me participate on this tiring cycle. Don’t get me wrong dude, I don’t despise you for that. Well, maybe a bit. I just think that it’s enough. I have the obligation to keep my heart safe from any pain caused by interaction with any other human being.

This isn’t whining. This is a statement, a closure.

So long old friend. Wish you won’t ever be happier than me in the future. Mwa-ha-ha *sheldon cooper's evil laugh :;

You broke your word

Now that's a lie

We had a deal that you would try

Come on inside, girl, boy, I think it's time

High time we drew the line

But then this bird just flew away

While I looked the other way

Oh to keep her his caged would just delay the spring

Oh you broke my soul

Dear you stole the plot

You left an empty shot

There's nothing left here 'cos you took the lot

An empty cage is all I've got

'Cos when your bird has flown away

She He was never meant to stay

Oh to keep her his caged would just delay the spring

To keep her his caged would just delay the spring

Travis – Cage *with some modification.