Page 212: Could Have Been

You could have been there with me today, at Taman Suropati.

In a world where you’re not that busy.

In a world where I posses the power to demand fate to be nicer to me, not precisely obey me all the time, just for once in a while.

In a world where the word “sometime” means that you’ll try to execute (at least) one plan to become real.

In a world where you want to know more about me, share stories while watching the sun goes down.

In a world where we can sit next to each other without talking but still comfortable enough because I’m reading my book or sketching while you also have a good book in your hands.

In a world where you can see why one of your good friends likes to hug me and tell me that she loves me (because I’m adorable! That’s why! :p)

In a world where my legs are longer (unrelated, I know, I just think it’s probably fun to be taller. Haha)

In a world where I don’t have to write this “angan-angan tukang becak”.

But the real world shows me the opposite.

Apparently, the real world where we live chewed and spat me out.

Funny.

Laughing my ass off.

Really.

Then I decide to end this stupidity.