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Page 17: Move On From That Sucky Merry Go Round

/ Monday, December 20, 2010 /
Move on.
Six characters, easy to spell, but for some people, is like a pain in the ass. Hehe.

Sometimes it took years to get over with something or someone. It’s not always about someone you’d dated long time before. It’s more. It could be a person that used to be your friend. Or dream job. Or hope. Or death of your beloved one..

And it’s like Trojan in your chest, in your mind, when you think that you have moved on, but actually there’s wicked glue on your feet, and you haven’t moved an inch.

You know you haven’t moved on, when you hear this one particular song and it reminds you of him or her in this sucky emotional thing that changes your mood drastically.
You know you haven’t moved on, when you saw him with his new girlfriend on his facebook account, and you have nothing to say, except, “ooh...” or “hmm...” And you went straight to the toilet, thought you have to pee, but hell no, you actually don’t. You cried...
You know you haven’t moved on, when you're stalking that person and watch every single picture about his/her activity on twitter or facebook or other social network site.
You know you haven’t moved on, when you said horrible things about this person, just because you can’t figure out other way to draw his/her attention.
You know you haven’t moved on, when you’d wish you said something or act differently, couple of years ago.
You know you haven’t moved on...just like you know when you’re in love. You just know...





There’s a thin line between “just-remember-because-of-one-suddenly-trigger” and “stuck-in-a-suck-merry-go-round”. Go figure it out which one you’re at right now. And make a move. I’m not saying is going to be easy. But i think it’s better than doing nothing..

2 comments:

{ Trash Talking } on: December 20, 2010 at 4:31 PM said...

So, from the picture, I assumed that Lia hasn't moved on? :p

{ hertiana dwi putri } on: December 21, 2010 at 12:03 PM said...

haahahaha..it's not lia, dinda..
temen aku yang laen itu yg jadi modelnya..
mirip ya? :D

 
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