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“Walking around thinking the same again
To get to you I’ll go down on my knees
Last night I swear it wouldn’t be the same
Last night I swear it never was the same.
Two is for a while but the one has got to leave
That’s it! I ain’t lying and I won’t ask you please
I’ll tell you what I have in mind”

Case #1
She loved him. He cheated on her. She hit his head with helmet while he was dating the other women. They broke up. She found another man, and her ex hooked up with another woman (not the woman whom he had affair with). She married that man, who was her friend in junior high school. He married that another woman. Although he had hurt her a lot in the past with his infidelity, sometimes, on some conversation she still mentioned how she loved him so much. How nice he was when he’s still her boyfriend.

Case #2
A man broke up with his girlfriend. The reason: different beliefs. They had to ended six years romance. They both get married with different people. But that man said he’d been avoiding his ex because he’s afraid that the chemistry is still exists.

Case #3
She’s going to be somebody’s wife, months from now. She loves this soon going to be  her husband. But once she said that she still has “a thing” for her ex. The one who broke her heart with dishonesty; the one whom she found was cheating with her good friend.

Case #4
A single woman who loved her buddy from high school years ago, sometimes still avoiding eye contact with that guy because she’s afraid that the feeling is still buried somewhere inside her chest; it’s not dead yet, just hibernating and could wake up if a big wave come, while she knew it already that he’s never felt the same. But at least that woman knew she was not the only one who’d been in this kind of shitty situation. So she wrote and posted it on her digital stickybunbook as a petite reminder to keep rolling and shouldn’t look back.

I guess for some people, there will always be that “someone”, a person from your past who can make you wish you never met and fell for, because it hurts to know that you can’t be with that person.

“Let go
It’s so hard to fill me in
You’d better run as fast as you can
When your eyes are getting low
Tomorrow’ll say if you’re lost and found”

- phoenix -