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Page 193: Rambling (and singing) to Myself

/ Friday, December 7, 2012 /
Fetal position. You know that for you it’s the most comfort position when you’re sleeping. Although you had tried to sleep several times with other positions, you know you will always come back to it. You've read that it represents insecurity; your friend also said that. But for you, you can always find some kind of bliss to curl up like that. You feel protected. Maybe you’re such an insecure creature after all, but at least you know that bending like that makes you feel safe. And for your excuse, you said to yourself that everyone has his or her own insecurity. 

“Come and see me, sing me to sleep.” 
Damien Rice – Unplayed Piano 

Unfair. You always find it’s a bit unfair for people that do many things to win someone’s heart although s/he knows that “that someone” doesn't want to be with them anymore. Say, cook them dinner, do their homework, and lotsa lotsa things that makes them look desperate. Maybe because you had been there and to remember it, makes you feel like a moron. And you just wish that everyone that receives those kind of attentions and affections would just stop a person that willingly do anything for them, not to take “advantages” of him/her. Even for a thing called “companionship”. 

“And the strangest thing was waiting for that bell to ring” 
Coldplay – The Hardest Part 

Expired. Everything has their expiry date. No doubt about it. Love, friendship, relationship, dream. But still. You find it’s a bit hard to accept when you had already gave your best but you couldn't keep them eventually. 

“On and on the rain will say how fragile we are” 
Sting – Fragile 

Laugh. Lately, that person's laugh always made you smile. You know it’s silly. Stupid even. Two weird dreams and the next day you started to observe him. You know you have to stop this madness because you know he belongs to somebody else. And because it’s effin’ silly. 

“To me, you're strange and you're beautiful, 
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, 
You turn every head but you don't see me.” 
Aqualung – Strange and Beautiful


{ thefuturecrayon } on: December 7, 2012 at 6:16 PM said...

lagu terakhiiir, lagu akooooh, hahahah
*ruining the atmosphere*

{ hertiana dwi putri } on: December 7, 2012 at 6:21 PM said...

@future crayon: hahahaha. it's a beautiful song after all. :p

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