Page 243: Aloofness

Using aloofness as a shield to face this life seems like an option lately.

Considering that some situations and expectations brought nothing but incredulity.
Considering that trusting and or put hopes on people leads you into disillusionment, sometimes.
Considering that to oscillate between try to trust that your efforts will bring results eventually and facing failures constantly is exhausting.

"and at once I knew I was not magnificent"